Sometimes something happens that is so horrific that all you can do is cry and then pray. Pray for it not to be true, pray to unhear what you just heard, pray for guidance, pray for an understanding heart…just pray when you can’t speak to anyone else about this thing that has horrified you so and totally and completely further broken hearts that were not whole to begin with. Dear God, please be with my family now as we need you now more than ever. Guide us to the place where you need us to be and help us to follow your word.