2nd Halloween in Heaven: and so it Begins

Had Maggie been born full-term she would be just about 16 and a half months old for her second Halloween. I find myself wondering what her costume would have been. Would she have had an opinion about this? I believe she would be like her mom and have an opinion on just about everything. Would she be a girlie girl or more like her mom and have tomboy tendencies? There are so many “what ifs” and Halloween starts out the season that I dread so much: The Holidays. The time of year I used to love now has me hiding, dreading and avoiding what is to come. Not healthy, I know but so far I do what I must to emotionally survive and no one can ask me for more than that.